Once I embraced the idea of loving myself, the days started clearing up. I allowed myself to have happy moments, enjoy being a woman and a parent. I started to teach my kids playing the piano, they are so smart and quick learners. I need to teach them systematically and every day. I liked the idea of doing anything useful for 20 minutes. For example, cleaning the house for 20 minutes, taking care of myself for 20 minutes, playing with kids for 20 minutes, reading books for 20 minutes and so on. I started to love myself and enjoy the present moments.